Saturday, October 04, 2008
yesterday, my period came when i was walking with naz in plaza singapura. you know this idiot. when i told him that im having my period, he was expecting me to have his first child in my womb. -.-" seriously, i was really pissed lah. that gila boy!
but actually it was kinda cute lah so that we can get married fast2. lol. he ever did asked before that can we go and get married, then i was like huh? you dont even love me and you want to marry me? further more, he havent even serve his national service. bikin kelakar uh nie datok.
if possible, even my mum want us to get engage. but how? im having problems on how to let him love me again like how he used to. i dont want to break with him. i know, the more im with naz, the more chances ill get to suffer. but everything takes time to heal. i try to give him time and space soon.
bismillahnirramannirahim.
oh god, please bless my relationship with Nazrul bin Bohari. i bet you know how much suffer you've made me in this love. but please, i rather just die then leaving this wonderful boy. i love this boy like how you love me. i really wish that im fated to be with him and only him. oh god, i just hope you're listening to my prayers. amin.
11:18 PM
rant by yanny ♥